Aganist me!

My thousand beautiful desires,
zaped into a dream called you.
Now,that it turned nightmare,
Haunting night after night,
I dwell here,in your memories,
waiting for the dawn to arrive,
to disappear in unknown faces.
with the dimmer of day lights,
heart sinks again,into a void,
Just me and a struggle,
against myself...

Goodbye note!

A paper blank await,
Looking paler than white.
For the designs in blue,
with heart stiched and glue.
Holding the broken pieces back,
Knowing just what I lack.
waiting to convince myself,
wanting someone to help.
Millions of words left unheard,
not just today or day before,
But, since seasons ago.
Would one more plea,bring a miracle?
For someone on earth, just another being,
Wishing a boon from above,
when you are so special to me,
Am I not so worth to you?
If I am,Wouldn't have to write this.
If I am not,wouldn't need to write this.
Have not a word more to say,
Except,Goodbye!